Tuesday, October 20, 2015

The Pain and Paradox of God's Preservation


Life is filled with paradox.  A paradox is a statement of truth which appears contradictory, yet is true.

God is a paradox to us.  His thoughts are not our thoughts.  His ways are not our ways (Isaiah 55:8-9).  We should not be surprised if we find ourselves scratching our heads sometimes.  Most Christians would feel more comfortable with "God in a box".  We like a God who is simple to understand and predictable.  The God of scripture is neither, but He is dependable and faithful and good.

The Christian life is a life of paradox as well.  Jesus said the first must be last, and to live we must die.  And surprisingly to grow up we must become like children.  The Christian life is not for the simpleton!

Paradox often leads to great pain.  Those we love the most, often cause the greatest hurt.  When our daughter was only a couple years old, she was a attacked by a masked man who shoved a needle in her arm while another masked man shoved a tube down her throat.  These men were part of a well known gang called doctors, and they were inflicting pain to save her life from an infection which was swelling her throat shut.  You could say she was rescued by a "para-docs."  This paradoxical intervention saved her life while causing great confusion and pain for our young daughter.  As we handed her off to these strangers, we could see the confusion in her eyes.  "Why are you abandoning me?" she appeared to say.   "Don't you love me?" her eyes cried out.

At times God has to do the same with us.  I've heard it said, God allows what He hates to accomplish what He loves.  God takes us through trials and pain and sorrow which make no sense to us and seem to contradict His love for us.  "Why are you abandoning me to cancer?" we cry.  "Don't you love us enough to protect us from losing those we love?" we sob.

Jesus lived this painful paradox Himself.  Hebrews 2:10 reminded us the Perfect One was perfected through suffering.  Christ cried out to the Father, "Why have you abandoned me?" (Matthew 27:46).  And yet, God, the rescuer, delivered Him.

We live paradox and sometimes it hurts. As I read Psalm  66 I find myself confused.  On the one hand the psalmist says in verse 9
[God] has preserved our lives
and kept our feet from slipping. 

I like this description because it sound like the sheltered life of a nice easy walk through a green well groomed meadow.  But he immediately continues with a paradox...

10 For you, O God, tested us;
you refined us like silver. 
11 You brought us into prison
and laid burdens on our backs. 
12 You let men ride over our heads;
we went through fire and water,

That does not sound like preservation to me!  That sounds like God abandoning His people.  The problem here is with my definition of preservation in the Christian life.  For me preservation is synonymous with painless.  I don't see letting "men ride over our heads" as a means of preservation.  And yet I think of the "preservation process" which fruit "preserves" must go through.  Often high heat, mixing and mangling are used to preserve something sweat. 

The paradox of pain and preservation is magnified by my expectations and my human preferences.  Yes God does some really bizarre things like letting men ride over our heads figuratively or literally. No pithy, sugary explanation can remove the pain.   Life hurts, however God promises to preserve us in and through the hurts, not to preserve us from hurts.  That's a paradox because it seems so contradictory. 

Psalm 66 continues with another surprise....

...but you brought us to a place of abundance. 

Why didn't God just skip directly to this part?  Why not go straight to abundance?  That's the path I have laid out and the path I expect.  Paradoxically the path to His abundant plan often requires the abandonment of my plan.  And I don't abandon my plan without a painful path.  That's the paradox.  My prayer, "Lord lead me to abundance, but on the easy path," is not happening in this world.  This sin-stained world is filled with pain, the very tool our Master uses to remake us and mold us.  And God's definition of abundance may contradict ours...a paradox again...

Luke 12:15 Then he said to them, "Watch out! Be on your guard against all kinds of greed; a man's life does not consist in the abundance of his possessions." 

My Prayer
Lord protect me and provide for me and use the pain of this world to redefine the abundant life for me.  Open my eyes to see your blessings when they come...even as men ride over my head.  Make me a "preserve" which is sweet... even if it takes mangling and mixing me under high heat to do so....I think.  Oh the paradox!




Thursday, July 16, 2015

God Gave You Spurs, Now Use Them!


I'm not much for boots or riding, but that doesn't exempt me from using my spurs.    Spurs "motivate" to action.  Usually a cowboy straps on his spurs before mounting his steed, to help direct and motivate his trusted companion to move forward.

In Hebrews 10:24, 25 we are all fitted with spurs and encouraged to use them regularly.  This is the imagery that comes to my mind as I read...

And let us consider how we may spur one another on toward love and good deeds. 25 Let us not give up meeting together, as some are in the habit of doing, but let us encourage one another — and all the more as you see the Day approaching. 

When I think of spurs I think of the old westerns where real cowboys strolled into town to the unmistakable tune of their clanging spurs.  I wonder what people hear when they see me coming?  If I am using the gifts God has given me well, they should hear the "clink, clink" of my "spurs" and smile.  I have a couple friends who spur me on ,and I love to see them strolling my way!  I know I will be better off for having spent time with them.

Now, normally we don't think of spurs as comfortable, but they are necessary to motivate movement.  The author of Hebrews calls us cowboys to use our spurs to encourage toward love and good deeds.  On a rare occasion we need to cause a little discomfort to motivate, but always with true love.  Without love spurs become weapons.  But speaking with kindness and care helps others move forward and overcome the spiritual sluggishness which settles into all our hearts.  

Heb 3:13 But encourage one another daily, as long as it is called Today, so that none of you may be hardened by sin's deceitfulness. 


Today someone is struggling and needs to feel your spur of love.  The sin of faithlessness or ingratitude may be settling upon their heart, and they need a trusted companion to come alongside and spur them on to trust God more.  You may be that cowboy!  As the Holy Spirit prompts your heart to make a phone call or drop in on someone or send a text, He may be spurring you on to be an unimaginable encouragement or even to save a life.  You've got spurs, now use them!