The Winter Wilderness is Almost Over!

I'm thankful the winter wilderness is almost over both outside and inside.  This hit me today as I celebrate my 49th birthday and begin my 50th year. The celebration is only a few hours old and I have already been deeply encouraged by the well wishes from friends and family, but most of all from the Lord.

First, I woke up early this morning to read from Leviticus...not the most inspiring book of the Bible if you've ever read it before.  But this morning of all mornings I turned to Leviticus 25:8ff where I discovered that the 49th-50th  year is the best year of all!  God called it the year of Jubilee, a year of freedom, rest, and joy!  And God ordained the year of Jubilee for the Jews because He loves His children.  This inspired me to look to my 49th birthday as the beginning of my year of Jubilee, freedom, rest, and JOY.

I was inspired again as I listened to the song "Jubilee," by one of my favorite musicians/Bible teachers, Michael Card, which led me to  another song with deep meaning.  Recently I've been experiencing a winter wilderness experience of sorts.  Most of us can identify with those times of wandering and wondering what God is doing.  For most of us those times are filled with loneliness, silence of God,  and long hard walking often in the dark.  The song, "In the Wilderness", by Michael Card reminds us there is value in the wilderness.  In his introduction he summarizes,

Every significant event in the history of salvation happens  in the wilderness.  In its own way it is a more blessed place than the Promised Land.... And today, God leads us to the wilderness as well so that we might learn how much we need Him.

In the wilderness 

He calls his sons and daughters 

To the wilderness

But he gives grace sufficient

To survive any test

And that's the painful purpose 

of the Wilderness

In the wilderness we wander 

In the wilderness we weep

In the wasteland of our wanting

Where the darkness seems so deep

We search for the beginning

For an exodus to home

And find that those who follow Him

Must often walk alone

In the wilderness we're wondering 

For a way to understand

In the wilderness there's not a way

For the Way's become a man

And the man's become the Exodus

the way to holy ground

but wandering in the wilderness

Is the best way to be found.

Groaning and growing

Amidst the desert days

The windy winter wilderness

Can blow the self away

Just what I needed to hear!

Finally, I received a call of hope.  I've wanted to reconnect with a man I've respected highly for years, but thought our paths would never cross again.  But this morning I found out that he only lives a couple hours away and would be available for a get together.

With tears of joy in my eyes, I'm thankful the winter wilderness is almost over and for the way my year of Jubilee has begun!

Dangers of Grace:"Self-righteousness Against the Self-righteous"

There is nothing new under the sun.  The wisest man ever told us that in the book of Ecclesiastes centuries ago.  And it's true today.


Years ago while pursuing my college education I saw a trend among my peers: becoming self-righteous about their superiority over the self-righteous.  They had experienced a level of grace which the previous generation had not yet attained.  As a result they boasted about it, flaunted it, and in some cases abused the grace they were just then discovering.

Nothing is new under the sun.  According to the grandson of Billy Graham, Tullian Tchividjian, the arrogance of grace is a danger for this new generation as well.  In his book, Surprised by Grace,  he warns of one of the danger of grace:

"Many younger evangelicals today are reacting to their parents' conservative, bottoned-down, rule-keeping flavor of 'older brother religion' with a type of liberal, untucked, rule-breaking flavor of 'younger brother irreligion.'  It screams out, 'That's right! I know I don't have it all together, and you think you do; I know I'm not good, and you think you are.  And that makes me better than you!  See the irony?  We become self-righteous against the self-righteous." (p. 146, italics the authors)

He goes on to explain his own struggle with grace.

"Personally, I tend to resonate less with the rule keepers and more with the rule breakers-with those who have such a tough time staying on the narrow road.  We're the kind who really love the gospel and God's grace because we feel our need so strongly; we know how desperate we are .  But it's easy for us to feel a sense of superiority over all those upright-looking church people, whom we assume just don't really get the gospel."

I can identify with Tullian, how about you?  Give some extra grace today.  Hopefully someone will give more than a handful to you as well.

Is God Our Head Gamemaker?

While watching Catching Fire this past weekend with my family, I was amazed at the intricacies of how the Gamemakers manipulated circumstances toward their end.  I wonder, is God merely the masterful Gamemaker of my life?

For the few who are not familiar with the Hunger Games phenom, author Suzanne Collins creates a post-apocalyptic North America that consists of a wealthy Capitol region surrounded by 12 poorer districts. Early in its history and during the quelling of a rebellion against the Capitol, an annual televised event known as the Hunger Games was created in punishment, and as a reminder of the power and grace of the Capitol. Each district must yield one boy and one girl between the ages of 12 and 18 through a lottery system to participate in the games. "Tributes" from each district are chosen during the annual Reaping and are forced to fight to the death, leaving only one survivor to claim victory.

The games are masterfully and technologically developed in a real-life arena by a group of Game Makers, Plutarch Heavensbee being the Head Gamemaker in the latest movie, Catching Fire.  The gamemakers manipulate circumstances and participants toward their gamesmanship end of the glory of the Capital.

I wonder, does  "Heavensbee" have any hidden reference to Heaven's sovereignty in the book?

As believers in the God of the universe, most followers of Christ acknowledge He is in control of our real-life arena and is working, skeptics would say manipulating, circumstances for His ultimate glory.  So is God nothing more than the Head Gamemaker?

As I was reading God's instructions for the game of life, the Bible, I encountered one of many key element that sets Him apart from the Gamemaker of the Hunger Games.  God works all things together for His glory, but also FOR OUR GOOD!  This compassion of God sets his sovereignty apart.

1 Peter 5:6 reminds us of His sovereignty and our submission...
Humble yourselves, therefore, under God's mighty hand...

Alone these words would sound as ominous as participating in life-sucking Hunger Games.

But God adds this life-giving caveat...

that he may lift you up in due time. Cast all your anxiety on him because he cares for you. 

There it is.  Along with many other characteristics, what sets God apart from Heavensbee is His care.

I am thankful God is orchestrating the circumstances of my life together both for His glory as my Creator, Sustainer, and Savior, but also for my good as His child.  HE CARES FOR ME!  This grace-filled truth amazes this undeserving, rebellious poor, weak man.

Do you think God is the Head Gamemaker?  How do you respond to His sovereignty?  Do you recognize His care in the game of your life?

How Strange?!

None of us like being thought of as "strange."  Growing up one of my greatest fears was to have my friends think I was "weird."  I grew out of that phase, but have never fully outgrown the desire to be considered "normal" rather than "strange."

As Christians though, we are in many ways strangely normal.  Some of us are stranger than others; and God is not necessarily pleased with His children acting "weird."   As we read in 1 Peter 2:12 our lives should be so "good" no one can say anything against us.  But in reading through 1 Peter this morning in my old NIV I discovered Christians are strange strangers who shouldn't think life in this strange world is strange! 

Let's try that again with some verses from 1 Peter.  Christians are strange (4:4 "They think it strange that you do not plunge with them into the same flood of dissipation, and they heap a  abuse on you.) strangers (1:1 To God's elect, strangers in the world; 1:17 Live your lives as strangers here...; 2:11 I urge you as aliens and strangers in the world to abstain from sinful desires which war against your soul.)  who shouldn't think life in this strange world is strange (4:12 do not be surprised at the painful trial you are suffering as though something strange were happening to you.)!

Christian, don't forget who you are.  You are strange, and be proud of it!

Cross Eyed-My Eyes Need Fixed!

I have been blessed with pretty good eyes...although I can't see far very well, and can't see close anymore.  Other than that I have pretty good eyes.  They are blue, and my wife tells me that makes up for all their deficiencies.

As I read Psalm 141 this morning I realized my eyes with all their problems do need to be fixed, but not by a doctor.  In this song David tells of facing days filled with problem people and hard circumstances.  Well, much like you and I may face.  He asks God to guard his tongue and heart (v. 3,4).  Oh how I need to hear that.  But then in verse eight he tells me what makes the difference...it's his eyes.

"But my eyes are fixed on you, O Sovereign Lord;"

In this sin-stained world filled with trials and troubles and even good distractions, my eyes wander...and I forget that God is Sovereign and in still on the throne!  To endure, I need to fix my eyes on my God who loves me and is working all things together for good.  How do I know?  I fix my eyes on the cross where my Savior died for me.  He wouldn't do that without love and a purpose in mind.  I need to become cross-eyed to fix my eyes. Ironic, isn't it.

Heb 12:2-3
Let us fix our eyes on Jesus, the author and perfecter of our faith, who for the joy set before him endured the cross, scorning its shame, and sat down at the right hand of the throne of God. 3 Consider him who endured such opposition from sinful men, so that you will not grow weary and lose heart. 

Reminds me of King Jehoshaphat in the Old Testament who, while fighting the battle God put before him, came to a point where he didn't know what to do...not good for a leader.  But his response to God was

2 Chron 20:12
We do not know what to do, but our eyes are upon you." 

Let me encourage you to get your eyes fixed today by becoming cross-eyed.

Something to consider: The Greek word for "fix" in Hebrews 12 means to turn your eyes from looking at other things to look at one thing.  That is hard for me-I'm distractable.  I wonder, what is distracting you today?

To Whine or To Wine

Oswald Chambers has a way of helping me buck up in the circumstances of life. A recent read...
"God can never make us into wine if we object to the fingers He chooses to use to crush us. If we are ever going to be made into wine, we will have to be crushed-you cannot drink grapes." May I become smooth and vigorous with a fine bouquet. 

My tendency is to whine rather than to allow God to change me to wine, consumable by a thirsty world desperate for the hope of the gospel.  Only the gospel of God's grace changes me from a whiner to wine.  God may crush us, but with a redeeming purpose in mind.  May it be so.

Which will you become today?

5 Truths to Know to Enjoy This Messy Life

Life happens!  Sometimes life is great, during which times I don't think as much-I just sit back and enjoy. But sometimes life is a mess which causes me to be anxious, to wonder..and to enjoy.  Recently I've had a lot to wonder about-changes in family, job, housing, weather, etc. But as I was reading Psalm 100 I saw the connection between what I know and joy.  (We find a similar connection in Philippians 4)

Psalm 100:2,3
Worship the Lord with gladness;
come before him with joyful songs.
Know that the Lord is God.
It is he who made us, and we are his;we are his people, the sheep of his pasture.

1. Know God is God and I am not. (The Lord is God).   He is sovereign, in control, omnipotent and omniscient.  Do I really know who God is and do I believe what I believe?
2. Know God created me. (It is he who made us).  Do I live in a dependent Creature-Creator relationship as A.W. Tozer use to say?
3. Know God owns me. (We are his).  Am I in charge of my time, career, resources, health, or is He?
4. Know God gives me my identity.  (We are his people).  I am a child of the God of the universe.  Where do I find my identity-in who I am or what I do?
5. Know God cares for me.  (The sheep of his pasture)  Sheep are dumb and so am I.  I need a shepherd to direct me, feed me, forgive me, restore me..and care for me.

The bottom line from all this knowing is I can trust God!  God's teaching me to trust Him more during this messy season.  God is also helping me to know Him more.  What a joy!

Is your life a bit messy right now and what is God teaching you?